So, where are we currently? Im still living alone, and the wife is living at the Gold Coast, im trying to find a nice place in the same area, a family home. Things have been great between us, I spend most weekends staying at her place, I feel like we have that connection again. Of course there's still that feeling of fear, and of previous sadness and hurt. She has spoken of the desire to be in the same house again, to be a family, but there is still that fear on her part, that things will go back the way they were, she will be lonely, I will resent the changes im making in life, and that I wont be unconditionally her best friend. I understand the fears, I feel them too, but for me, if I look at the fear, the negative and the what ifs, there will always be a problem, a fight to win, a battle . I cant say anything that will remove the pain of the past, I cant make either one of us forget what we have been through, I cant take away the pain she has felt or the loneliness. All I can offer is what I am, my heart and my soul, and the promise that I will always be here for her, and be her best friend, without conditions, to give her my hand to follow me on lifes journey, and to follow her down her path of life, and to give her my love, and to never let it sway, and to maybe pick up the guitar and play her a song, of whats in my heart. I love you Karyn, I always did, and always will.
I want you around I want you around
They're telling us They're gonna make a fuss About the two of us
I want you around I want you around
I know what you're thinking about That you must have some doubts I know what you're thinking when you find out I want you around
You know if it comes true I'll be so good to you I'll never treat you cruel As long as I've got you around
I want you around I want you around
You heard that I'm no good Yeah, yeah I'm no good But I'll treat you like I should
I want you around I want you around
You know if it comes true I'll be so good to you I'll never treat you cruel As long as I've got you around
I want you around I want you around
They're telling us They're gonna make a fuss About the two of us
I want you around I want you around I want you around I want you around
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